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the light shards.
time is pulled out from under us and the monoliths rise.
cables wrap the sky like cording around a blade's handle.
darkness emanates.
you wonder where it all started.
did they save you?
Hurt yet still starry-eyed
Like I'm just stuck on this ride
We meet at the last train stop
Stood before an eternal drop
The Sun always setting and forever sunrising
Circling 'round a clear, endless horizon
I tell you I'm sorry and I forgive you too
And it leaves me realising
I'm scared I won't miss you
As we part ways
To survive the end days
I wish we could stay
I'm not afraid of love
But maybe you've had enough
Of me
In your dreams
I know we've had it rough
The world's lost a few doves
I held on too much
When I let go it let go of me
But you'll still visit in my dreams
And hopefully you get to forget me
As seasons play nostalgic remiss
And I'll remember you like this
And after all the years
I wrote you rhymes
Through shadows and tears
I finally get to say goodbye
A tattered suit, clothes drying over phone lines, rasterized portraits, braided wires, bamboo stocks in my dresser, a cracked vanity, teacups full of nails, a quiet evening illuminated by a blue screen, a Mercedes with tractor tires, an oil-stained tuxedo, playing Mozart through a flip phone, grease
if the rain is love
then you know i just cant get enough
if your hair is the clouds
then i know what im talking about
if love is the rain
then you bring me peace
and we ease our pain
if your hair is the clouds
i know youll never leave
even when youre not around
Snowflake
Snowflake
I wake for you every day
Many of you drift together
During that long & short December
Days went by & so did you
I got to see what you liked to do
& you liked to draw & talk & sing
But I'm sorry if I don't remember everything
Snowflake
Snowflake
Oh how I miss those long morning bus rides
But how I never took the chance to gaze into your eyes
I never thought to just kiss your face and never say goodbye
Oh how I wish I would've crossed that bridge
I just never got the messagе
Snowflake
Forgive me for your tеars
Cos Snowflake
We're not made to be sad dear
Snowflake
You've come back, haven't you?
& Snowflake
What do we wanna do?
Welcome to the beginning
Or was it the end?
A bell with a whole new ring
I'm happy to do this again
It's our fault the past is gone
But there's a future I can give
Waves crash upon the shore
But I can't see you anymore
The rolling sea's lost its form
My dreams play through like a thunderstorm
Your spring ended my long pitfall
You could never tell I had it all
Your clouds grabbed me like a chain
But don't you know I love the rain
& if I had your name, I'd be lunar
If you had my name, you could live
It's not our fault the past is gone
So now's a fine time to livе
& no one can pull me from you
Now that evеry day is new
& though her leaving takes a toll
Well, that's just the way it goes
& we watch our love unfold
& it's just a wave that rolls
Now the game begins
A bright flash of light
Short circuit sins
We're never our type
We've found out why it's blue in the sky
& why it's hard to open your eyes
So I can see inside you
& now we know just what to do
Now, I think we'll win
Later's never ripe
Short circuit sins
Were never our type
We've found out why it's blue in the skies
& why it's hard to lose this disguise
So you can see inside me
& we can be, free
This land of paths
All too hostile to take
Lazy witchcraft
Prevents our escape
There is nothing left
But slivers of life
Florescent lights
Darken this gray heft
Sanding all our time
'Til our clocks turn to rust
I counted change so I could eat
As if there's food you can trust.
The hyperfixation
From dry family diners
As if Ducks and Golf
Are the only things humanity enjoys
The straight path has now been bent
Too tied up then to repent
When I first knew you
We were innocent youth
The dark that I had inside
It now shines from in your eyes
What have we come to
Denying the truth
How did we get this far
Why made my mind in that car
Neon sounds were heaven spent
Is this really what I wanted?
Am I going to Hell?
Or am I already there?
My hello was also farewell
I can't believе I didn't care
The dark that I had inside
It now shinеs from in your eyes
What have we come to
Denying the truth
Through the maze of ravines
Chased by our enemies
A dark sky covers the fences
Unforeseen consequences
It now shines from in your eyes
We're telling ourselves lies
Smoke is the perfect trigger for rain
Thus our mistakes do cause us pain
Long after the fire is out
Smoldering remains of fear & doubt
This severed trust
This pitfall seems unending
I've had quite enough
Don't you dare turn into me
A tree, falls to the Earth
It becomes the earth
A man, falls to the Earth
He becomes the earth.
The Earth, falls to a tree
They both prevail
The Earth, falls to a man
The man shall die.
No one escapes.
Do not become Tree
Do not become Man
Become Earth
And you shall stand.
So too, do we
Rise as a tree
Alight from thunder
To united slumber.
I wish I was dead
I wish forgiveness was erasure
I wish I was alive
Why do I
fall in love
i cant have you.
And I did get it. It came naturally to speak to pages in the mind like a shrink in a box. Of course, this would get me nowhere, but it would be a harmless way to push the problem forward so it could no longer knock at my door when there was work to be done. Doesn't anyone see the card on the handle anymore? Can't they tell that I want them to brashly ignore the card?
I just decided to write it for a taste of the prose that runs around in my mind, rather slinks around usually, but not sneakily, only in a tired fashion. Running would be for when the poetry stopped and the music began to play again, a seemingly endless cycle of warm, sad nights and crisp, bright mornings.
One has to remember, you live in a low that is someone's high. It's always morning somewhere, so you can slip deeper into the night with this fact or arise with the other hemisphere, those who are already in the future.
I wrote a song for you
To give on your birthday
But all I would ever do
Is give my time away
A river
The crossing
Regretting every moment, every step could be a fall
Don't drop your shoes
Why did we go this far?
The other side
A crossing
Short circuit, it was worth it
A river
A clear mind
Is quite hard to find
Not achieved
But a goal to strive
A goal that I have yet to see
Starting out
Is the hardest part
Not clear now
Takes time to perfect art
Recurring thoughts
Of itself and lots
Of good songs
Takes a lot to not sing along
Your beat
Guided me
My feet
Now slide from under me
Beauty and meaning
From a pulse, a heart, mine beating
Sweet vibrations
From inside formations
Life, dissonant without the movement
Bars and measures become irrelevant
The first I realized you
You had created a mirror of yourself
Those brand new shoes
Now sit on a shelf.
Art and truth
Seem now aloof
No metronome now
Is a why, what, or how.
A lot goes on here
For a small town so queer
Jump and jive
As if it’s alive
A population of only deer.
It all turns to dust eventually
That's the terrifying beauty of art and love
it will be and then it will not
but there will always be some of it out there
but then a new day dawns
the past happens every day
as a new whisper of yesterever
it was and is and will be
we are everything
just remember that no matter what is lost, it still isn't
It's here but it is not
It's gone but still with you
It's everywhere yet nowhere
and the rivers of time will erode your mark
and it shall silently shout
for all time
people worry about the chaos theory through silver screens of time travel
yet never come to realize that we are chaos
love life and love love
you only get this chance
to start a dance
that will last
on and on
to this generation and next and next
forever
impermanent permanence
shadow love.
The reason why the world sucks is because everyone is worrying about getting jobs that make cash instead of change.
The ground was covered with leaves like those peppers in Pizza Hut packets, y'know?
Here comes the end,
It’s nearing.
Turn on the bend,
We’re veering.
With the world crashing down,
let’s make amends…
Many, many years we’ll go,
Travelling through the snow.
Our coats of life we knit together,
And then it all ended in December.
What can I do-o, Lord.
I think I should cut the cord.
It was great when we scored,
But now I don’t have the right sword.
How can I do this?
To protect them all...
I swear I won’t miss,
I will answer the call.
Can I push for the better?
Cuz’ I’ve got lots to lose.
Should I send the first letter?
Or just let it all cruise...